youll always be my whore cuz your the one that i adore

ska_tastik @ 2006-10-10T15:39:00

2006-10-10T22:39:47Z

i've missed out on alot

ska_tastik @ 2006-07-15T10:05:00

2006-07-15T17:06:01Z

i havent updates this thing in awhile..MORE TOP COME when i find time...
♥

so true...

2006-06-13T22:32:18Z

Your Birthdate: September 30

You have the type of personality that people either love or hate.
You're opinionated, dramatic, intense, and very outspoken.
And some people can't get enough of you - they're totally addicted.
Others, well, they wish you were a little more reserved.

Your strength: Your flair

Your weakness: If you think it, you say it

Your power color: Scarlet red

Your power symbol: Inverted triangle

Your power month: March

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

ska_tastik @ 2006-06-03T13:12:00

2006-06-03T20:13:29Z

im a nice person
i do whatever i can to help people

but there are some bastards in this world who dont care
way top use me assholes...

ska_tastik @ 2006-05-16T07:44:00

2006-05-16T14:45:02Z

3 cheers for...
VEGETABLE MEDLEY...

i love that commercial..

ska_tastik @ 2006-04-25T19:48:00

2006-04-26T02:49:15Z

<td align="center"> Lauren --
[adjective]:

Sexually stunning

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com</td>

aahahahaha
jealous?

ska_tastik @ 2006-04-22T20:41:00

2006-04-23T03:42:27Z

yeah i know my Spanish is rusty but my English is old
40 down grab yourself an ice cold colt 45
feeling alive drunk as fuck in the daylight
READY TO DIE!!!

you say your the king but i'm wearing the crown
high on my throne sniffing lines making deals

ska_tastik @ 2006-04-15T09:06:00

2006-04-15T16:08:28Z

i've lost touch with so many people.
im sorry

ska_tastik @ 2006-04-08T11:18:00

2006-04-08T18:19:12Z

Each morning when I awake, I experience again a supreme pleasure-that of being Lauren Nelson

ska_tastik @ 2006-04-08T08:25:00

2006-04-08T15:32:26Z

TEXAS
here i come

i can move there...get a house cuz houses there are CHEAPPPP!!!!!!!
i can apply to college there
i will be a "honky tonk" kinda gal
that listens to 2pac & tech n9ne & eyedea...
i will join roller derby

I LOVE MY PLAN

but then when i gets enough money i will become queen and move to hawaii where i will eat ham ith pineapple and do a dance with a grass skirt

JEALOUS?

ska_tastik @ 2006-04-05T17:11:00

2006-04-06T00:13:47Z

so i applied to 4 schools..
THE RESULT
my dream school DUKE didnt want me
TULANE wants me on the waiting list
CHAPEL HILL...uh they didnt want me
and BAYLOR cancelled my app b/c os something ...who cares

i say...EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON!
so in the mean time...just gonna wait for tulane to tell em YA or NAY
but i need a plan...

i kinda like it here in cali but if i move out i need room mates.. . .
or i dont know if i should take a semester off and do random shit
or do random shit in the summer then save up more money till i turn 18
i turn 18 in september
so i could sign up for winter classes at a community college..
THEN TRANSFER

my brain is moving fast
i need a plan
give me ideas

ska_tastik @ 2006-04-04T16:21:00

2006-04-04T23:22:17Z

have you ever wanted somehting so bad...
you slept it..
you breathed it..
you ate it for breakfast..
but in the end wanting it so badly wasnt enough

ska_tastik @ 2006-04-04T07:07:00

2006-04-04T14:09:51Z

fuck
everyone needs to mind there own business
im tired of everyone treating me like a kid
IM 17
jesus christ
everyone is telling me "lauren you need to do this"
Correction::: I DONT NEED TO DO SHIT
i dont need kids younger than me telling me what i need to do
fuck off
my life bitches

ska_tastik @ 2006-03-28T21:31:00

2006-03-29T05:32:14Z

to the black man:::
thanks for takin it in stride...

im not racist...
this is in a movie...

ska_tastik @ 2006-03-25T08:47:00

2006-03-25T16:51:37Z

This is a message to anyone I met that thinks they know me
Don't pretend to understand any of the issues that I'm holding
I was in a rush to grow up, look Mom no cuts
Just a stomach in disgust. . .
& the fear that I might go nuts this year

I'm caught between wanting to punch someone in the face
and putting a bullet in my head to leave the human race
Everything takes its toll but there's no tolls I can take
I haven't yet found a good reason to be awake
Introducing the corroded bumps I had behind my smile
I'm angry at the universe for the way she treats me now
And keeps me down, stealing all my energy

So here it is I'm finally coming out my shell
All 17 years of my life have been in conflict with myself
I'm insecure by every facet of the existence
From my addictions, to the conditions I choose to live in

Stare into my eyes and see the hell that burns inside my mind
and I no longer have an ego I can hide behind
but I've been trying disregarding my insanity
Every form of hurt isolates me from humanity
But it's provoked against being force fed
So Fuck education for a decade and 3 years

Cause now I realize I could have learned more on my own
They taught me how to know everything except my soul
Which is everything I need to grow
Everything that keeps me whole

The fact remains the same, you're still bound by chains
So people say I've changed, and it's harder to relate to me
Good, I never liked you our friendship was make believe

The minutes get shorter, the walls start to close in
Feels like the brain is hanging on but with clothes pins
I've hidden in the darkness for too long
I make it look all right but in the inside its so wrong
I want life to change but I don't know if it can
for a man or machine or whatever the fuck I am

You want to die in my life then come and stay
in madness' favorite little corner
Cause even Shadows have Shadows
and my secrets are eating me eagerly feeding

Welcome to the dusty subconscious of an actor
Who murdered her childhood to stop the audience's laughter
Even Shadows have Shadows
I'm about to break free from my fears
When I don't like what I see

& I can't feel what I hear
Even Shadows have Shadows
So don't judge a book by it's cover
Cause my story is fucked up as any other!

ska_tastik @ 2006-03-24T21:58:00

2006-03-25T05:59:08Z

i love people chillin with me
on the curb
listening to tupac
and wrestling in the sprinklers..

good nite

ska_tastik @ 2006-03-20T21:41:00

2006-03-21T05:43:13Z

Our fathers were our models for God.
If our fathers bailed, what does that tell you about God?

Listen to me . . .

you have to consider the possibility that God does not like you.
He never wanted you.
In all probability, he hates you.

DEATH DRUG

2006-03-19T20:17:44Z

Long live the legend.
It'll out live us.

Mom mom, I need some long sleeved shirts.
You gotta hide the marks where I stick the works.
The things we were doing got me under the rugs.
We're doin' the death drugs.

How come Bobby Dilan and Louie Reed
They're never seen in short sleeves.
Hey the sixties everybody's going to heaven.
Sixty-nine, sixty-eight, sixty-seven.

The things we were doing got me under the rugs.
We be doing the death drugs.
Long live the legend.
It's not for everyone.
It'll out live us.

ska_tastik @ 2006-03-15T15:46:00

2006-03-15T23:48:03Z

so i dont know why but i forget i have one of these
ehh...oh well

today was a good day
pretty much ryan is da bomb diggidy
and DUH he likes me...

being senior leaders in PE me and aisa get bored...
i showed these pics to my mom and she says "TYPICAL LAUREN RENEE"
duh

tonite is KORN & MUDVAYNE
jealous?

ska_tastik @ 2006-03-06T18:55:00

2006-03-07T03:05:32Z

so i dyed my hair saturday
black with red
SEEEE

mhm

i think i have a new outlook on life
not cuz of my hair or anything
just one day i woke up and BAM
new outlook
aint it funny?

im gonna stop trying to please so many people
its a time waster
TRREUE DAT
and im kinda like whatever on guys now
i used to be OHMYGOD DOES H LIKE ME?!?! PANIC
but now im like..whatever
i have like 5 guys now
OH SHIT
jealous?

ska_tastik @ 2006-03-03T15:35:00

2006-03-03T23:36:52Z

random shit has been happening.

a sophmore told me he really liked me....
this other softmore [ who i like..] has been hitting n me
dying my hair!!!!!
wooork has been wierd
gio has been UBER wierd
havent talked to celene
shorty is flirting
justin is being a dick
jehan & me ahng out alot
cindy & jason are..wierd now
lizzie is having a bad week

ya...thats all for my update

ska_tastik @ 2006-02-24T23:06:00

2006-02-25T07:07:08Z

its official im a full blown out pot head.
i cant go to school without being high.
i find boredom in everything when im sober.
GOD DAMN!

however i can proudly say that i think of things so much better when i hig.
time slows down.
its wonderful

LA DE DAAA

ska_tastik @ 2006-02-19T17:28:00

2006-02-20T01:30:49Z

I CANT GO TO SEATTLE

i fucked up big time.
my mom wont let me go.
no amount of sucking up can fix it.

my mom says:::
on the bright side you can go to BOB MARLEY FEST

i would rather go to seattle
but whatever

im sorry peps
i really am

all plans for nohting
FUCK

ska_tastik @ 2006-02-14T22:10:00

2006-02-15T06:11:01Z

do you harbor sighs, or spit in my eye

but your lips when we speak
are the valleys and peaks of a mountain range on fire.

unknown quotients, you must be using potions
how else could you tie my head to the sky

and before we begin is there nothing to kill this anxiety.

ska_tastik @ 2006-02-14T16:01:00

2006-02-15T00:11:06Z

Boredom murders the heart of our age,
while sanguinary creeps take the stage,
Boredom strangles the life from the printed page.

Why do I always have to tell you ”forget about the precient signs!”?
Forget about the life we knew,
May we never be stripped of anything we love,
may we grow so gentle never go mental,
may we never go go mental,
may we always stay stay gentle.

happy valentines day