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i've missed out on alot
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[15 Jul 2006|10:05am] |
i havent updates this thing in awhile..MORE TOP COME when i find time...
♥
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[13 Jun 2006|03:31pm] |
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| Your Birthdate: September 30 | 
You have the type of personality that people either love or hate.
You're opinionated, dramatic, intense, and very outspoken.
And some people can't get enough of you - they're totally addicted.
Others, well, they wish you were a little more reserved.
Your strength: Your flair
Your weakness: If you think it, you say it
Your power color: Scarlet red
Your power symbol: Inverted triangle
Your power month: March |
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[03 Jun 2006|01:12pm] |
im a nice person
i do whatever i can to help people
but there are some bastards in this world who dont care
way top use me assholes...
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[16 May 2006|07:44am] |
3 cheers for...
VEGETABLE MEDLEY...
i love that commercial..
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[25 Apr 2006|07:48pm] |
aahahahaha
jealous?
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[22 Apr 2006|08:41pm] |
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yeah i know my Spanish is rusty but my English is old
40 down grab yourself an ice cold colt 45
feeling alive drunk as fuck in the daylight
READY TO DIE!!!
you say your the king but i'm wearing the crown
high on my throne sniffing lines making deals
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[15 Apr 2006|09:06am] |
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i've lost touch with so many people.
im sorry
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[08 Apr 2006|11:18am] |
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Each morning when I awake, I experience again a supreme pleasure-that of being Lauren Nelson
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[08 Apr 2006|08:25am] |
TEXAS
here i come
i can move there...get a house cuz houses there are CHEAPPPP!!!!!!!
i can apply to college there
i will be a "honky tonk" kinda gal
that listens to 2pac & tech n9ne & eyedea...
i will join roller derby
I LOVE MY PLAN
but then when i gets enough money i will become queen and move to hawaii where i will eat ham ith pineapple and do a dance with a grass skirt
JEALOUS?
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[05 Apr 2006|05:11pm] |
so i applied to 4 schools..
THE RESULT
my dream school DUKE didnt want me
TULANE wants me on the waiting list
CHAPEL HILL...uh they didnt want me
and BAYLOR cancelled my app b/c os something ...who cares
i say...EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON!
so in the mean time...just gonna wait for tulane to tell em YA or NAY
but i need a plan...
i kinda like it here in cali but if i move out i need room mates.. . .
or i dont know if i should take a semester off and do random shit
or do random shit in the summer then save up more money till i turn 18
i turn 18 in september
so i could sign up for winter classes at a community college..
THEN TRANSFER
my brain is moving fast
i need a plan
give me ideas
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[04 Apr 2006|04:21pm] |
have you ever wanted somehting so bad...
you slept it..
you breathed it..
you ate it for breakfast..
but in the end wanting it so badly wasnt enough
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[04 Apr 2006|07:07am] |
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fuck
everyone needs to mind there own business
im tired of everyone treating me like a kid
IM 17
jesus christ
everyone is telling me "lauren you need to do this"
Correction::: I DONT NEED TO DO SHIT
i dont need kids younger than me telling me what i need to do
fuck off
my life bitches
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[28 Mar 2006|09:31pm] |
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to the black man:::
thanks for takin it in stride...
im not racist...
this is in a movie...
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[25 Mar 2006|08:47am] |
This is a message to anyone I met that thinks they know me
Don't pretend to understand any of the issues that I'm holding
I was in a rush to grow up, look Mom no cuts
Just a stomach in disgust. . .
& the fear that I might go nuts this year
I'm caught between wanting to punch someone in the face
and putting a bullet in my head to leave the human race
Everything takes its toll but there's no tolls I can take
I haven't yet found a good reason to be awake
Introducing the corroded bumps I had behind my smile
I'm angry at the universe for the way she treats me now
And keeps me down, stealing all my energy
So here it is I'm finally coming out my shell
All 17 years of my life have been in conflict with myself
I'm insecure by every facet of the existence
From my addictions, to the conditions I choose to live in
Stare into my eyes and see the hell that burns inside my mind
and I no longer have an ego I can hide behind
but I've been trying disregarding my insanity
Every form of hurt isolates me from humanity
But it's provoked against being force fed
So Fuck education for a decade and 3 years
Cause now I realize I could have learned more on my own
They taught me how to know everything except my soul
Which is everything I need to grow
Everything that keeps me whole
The fact remains the same, you're still bound by chains
So people say I've changed, and it's harder to relate to me
Good, I never liked you our friendship was make believe
The minutes get shorter, the walls start to close in
Feels like the brain is hanging on but with clothes pins
I've hidden in the darkness for too long
I make it look all right but in the inside its so wrong
I want life to change but I don't know if it can
for a man or machine or whatever the fuck I am
You want to die in my life then come and stay
in madness' favorite little corner
Cause even Shadows have Shadows
and my secrets are eating me eagerly feeding
Welcome to the dusty subconscious of an actor
Who murdered her childhood to stop the audience's laughter
Even Shadows have Shadows
I'm about to break free from my fears
When I don't like what I see
& I can't feel what I hear
Even Shadows have Shadows
So don't judge a book by it's cover
Cause my story is fucked up as any other!
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[24 Mar 2006|09:58pm] |
i love people chillin with me
on the curb
listening to tupac
and wrestling in the sprinklers..
good nite
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[20 Mar 2006|09:41pm] |
Our fathers were our models for God.
If our fathers bailed, what does that tell you about God?
Listen to me . . .
you have to consider the possibility that God does not like you.
He never wanted you.
In all probability, he hates you.
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[19 Mar 2006|12:16pm] |
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Long live the legend.
It'll out live us.
Mom mom, I need some long sleeved shirts.
You gotta hide the marks where I stick the works.
The things we were doing got me under the rugs.
We're doin' the death drugs.
How come Bobby Dilan and Louie Reed
They're never seen in short sleeves.
Hey the sixties everybody's going to heaven.
Sixty-nine, sixty-eight, sixty-seven.
The things we were doing got me under the rugs.
We be doing the death drugs.
Long live the legend.
It's not for everyone.
It'll out live us.
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[15 Mar 2006|03:46pm] |
so i dont know why but i forget i have one of these
ehh...oh well
today was a good day
pretty much ryan is da bomb diggidy
and DUH he likes me...
being senior leaders in PE me and aisa get bored...
i showed these pics to my mom and she says "TYPICAL LAUREN RENEE"
duh
tonite is KORN & MUDVAYNE
jealous?
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[06 Mar 2006|06:55pm] |
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so i dyed my hair saturday
black with red
SEEEE
mhm
i think i have a new outlook on life
not cuz of my hair or anything
just one day i woke up and BAM
new outlook
aint it funny?
im gonna stop trying to please so many people
its a time waster
TRREUE DAT
and im kinda like whatever on guys now
i used to be OHMYGOD DOES H LIKE ME?!?! PANIC
but now im like..whatever
i have like 5 guys now
OH SHIT
jealous?
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